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source site And then one day I just let it go. I stood up from the sofa and knew it was time to step into my power as a mom, a partner, a business owner…a woman, heck and as a person. I had just heard a “She Let Go” poem read by Petra Kolber at a conference. It was a good one for sure, but I knew mine had to be a bit more personalized.
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- There was no post or tweet
- No texting a friend before or once it was done
- No french martini in hand to toast the departure
- Without the validation of an academic degree or new url
- No picture taken to record the moment
- No journaling done
- Life coach was not present or consulted
- There was no podium…or microphone…applause…or handout
- No advice given and no wise counsel
- No overanalysis of studies on the subject
- Without caring what others thought
- Didn’t read a book or a blog
- No plan..or calendar…or google alert to remind me
- There was no struggle…
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Buy clomid online fast shipping The beautiful and wonderous circus that is my life was finally accepted
We could mark the moment as when:
She let go of being anyone’s anything
and became her own everything
She started to live in the now – build for the future. No longer wonder but to create. She even committed in her own special way to start adulting all areas that needed adulting – no matter how much she hated that.
This happened after a rollercoaster of a week – and a bigger rollercoaster of a weekend….and a morning – and a minute. They each were filled with great disappointment and incredible highs. She saw disappointment in someone’s eyes about her actions and realized it had nothing to do with her – this was her life to live…to share with those who cherished and fed her soul – as unusual and spectacular as it might be. To the right person she would be enough…and most imporantly to herself she was more than she could handle.